~irishgirl5

hey there hi...its been awhile...nothing much to say life has given me a lot of twists and turns that has just kept me from coming on here.


i hope to start drawing again, ive been sketching, nothing much...

basically thats about it right now...nothing much, figures i'd just get rid of that old journal that has been sitting there for god knows how long!

ok well thats about it

bye-YA

Wow I haven't updated in awhile...well what has happened? I just came back from an awesome concert, the KILLERS, they are awesome. And where i was was the electric factory, which is just a warehouse so i was pretty close to them, that was cool. It was standing room only so i could have gotten closer, but I think I would have been trampled. I could see them sweat tho that was cool,lol.

Nothing big has really occured, the dog is great I love him to bits. Its summer now so that so exciting, im looking forward to wear shorts. I went to the beach for the third time in my life. I finally witnessed what it felt like going into the water. Oh god does it taste bad...yucky! I was walking with Mark down into the water. I swear I wanted to leave everytime I stepped in the section where all the shells collect, it hurt soooooo bad I wanted to cry. Yes im a pansy when it comes to pain,lol. And one time I didnt notice a wave in time and that thing floored me right into the pile of shells, I had dents all on my hands and arms. that was no fun. But still the experience was worth it. I cant wait for it again.

I cut my hair. That was a bit weird, I wanted it done but still, after I saw it I felt a lil weird. They cut around 7'' off, that was hard to say goodbye too. So I feel like I dont have that 'sexy' long hair look but whatev, Im at the 'cute' hair stage, which I hope and think is still sexy,lol. And I kow my bf is gonna say I worry to much, but hey thats me,lol im a girl.

Ithink thats it now, nothing much new, OH and my bf's friend is coming over soon. Im really excited about that, Cant wait to met him. He's also a part of DA, you may know him by..Chris, Jesus, or King-Becker. Hes awesome, cant wait to meet him face to face! ok thats it.
I love you Mark!

I GOT A DOGGIE!!!!!

Im so excited i got a dog, i have been with out one for about a year and a half. All my life i had a dog then my beloved Tommy died, bless him. He's still my sweetheart and angel. But OMG! the dog we got now so FREAKIN smart, excuse my language,lol. He's a genius. He had K9 training but was gunshy so they couldn't use him. But he knows all the commands and stuff...so smart. Hes a pure bred German Shepard, his name is Baron. So german,lol. He loves my father and boyfriend to bits. Cried when Mark would leave for the night. Poor thing. He follows my Dad everywhere he goes all the way to the bathroom door. AND he can open doors, that sneaky boy. He has opened both inside and outside dorrs so we have a high hook lock on the top, but knowing how smart h is he'll figure it out sooner or later. Ok thats mostly my excitment for today to tell.

I love you Mark...teehee

Well it's been awhile again, I dont write journals that much.

Lets see...what happened from the last time I wrote.

I gave up fast food for Lent, anything in that general area. I've been really good about that. I have also noticed a drastic weight loss, probably from that im not sure. And I think im going to Hell because every friday your not supposed to eat meat, well im in a rush in the morning sometimes so I or my mom makes my lunch the night before. That puts us in the mind frame sure what the hell have a turkey sandwhich. Then friday comes along, im in the break room about to eat the great sandwhich and then I realize its friday. I cant have meat. I have to eat it or I wont have a lunch so im going to Hell. THEN yesterday I think im good, im might have the chance for heaven . I made the classic pb and j. This day is looking good!
I decide I want to go to WAWA and get myself an Amp, im addicted to those things! And to all of you who dont know what a WAWA is its just like 7/11 only better. Well, I go in there looking forward to my daily doses of caffine drinks, I grab them. Start making my way to the register and I grab a breakfast on the way out. I get in the car start to enjoy the beautiful breakfast sandwich I had just bought. And I realze on my last bite...THERE WAS SAUSAGE IN IT!!!!!! Still another friday takes me down to Hell,lol.


My bosses wife fainted over the week. She has something not to be determined yet, but they think it might be 'labrythitis' probably spelled wrong dont mind that. something is screwed up with her inner ear and she faints all the time. Its quite scary, seeing her face i felt so bad. This happens to her all the time and shes sick of it its driving her mad. So Steve, my boss drove her to the ER. that was my big excitment for the week. It wasnt a good excitment but still exciting.


I've been spending my lovely time with my lovely boyfriend. Everything is always fun and amazing with him.

Nothing else interesting or exciting has happend so I think that ends my deviant journal for today. I'll be back soon...

~meg

I love mark and thats never gonna change, my light, the life to my soul, my purpose, he's everything. I thank god everyday for finding him for me.

Well I'm back... its been awhile since I've written a journal. I was debating on posting one about valentines day but I think im going to keep the memory of that weekend just between mark and I. it was just to amazing to share to the world...


My work has been...ugh...thats all I can really say. I've been checking in an order of "underarmour" for the past week and a half, normally it only takes a day or two, but man o man did underarmour screw this up I tell you. i finally finished it today and I feel like "great what am I supposed to do now" type thing, I've been doing that for so long that I dont know what else to do ..um what else...hmmm. Oh I bought the notebook. I had seen it in theaters and had to have it on dvd. i watch it and cry my eyes out,omg...


I hope to get more pics up. I've been going thru a real dry spell i havent had much of a time to doodle, and getting pics done is out of the question, but there are some waiting in the wings..some with mark..some just quirky ideas that I have...

I got a new camera...mark had taken me to office depot and talked me into a new camera, and he's very good at that, granted he works there so he better be good at it,lol. Its just like his. so if something goes wrong I know who to go too. My mother is extatic now cuz she'll get my old one, she very happy about that.

I also think i've reached a point in my life were I grew up even more. Do you ever get that? A point that you know you definitly see and will forever see things differently now. I've reached that at some points and im very pleased with that, its very reassuring. I feel closer to my mom in ways and o god...so much closer to mark. knowing I can open up to him and saying what I feel is an amazing thing, I worship the time we spend to gether and it'll just get better. and hopefully by the way we're thinking we'll be together a whole lot more.

I also got a gift from my baby; a palm pilot so I've been spending a good amount of my days trying to undersatnd it..trust me if you know me thats gonna take awhile,lol. Ok I think thats it for now i'll stop rambling

what did i do so good? so great to share and experience this love and life with him?